Tuesday, 5 August 2014

Lessons from Romeo and juliet: my review





Over the holidays I finally got myself to watch a movie, a movie based on a play that has haunted most of my childhood, and was flaunted around by the media to haunt most of the years after that; Romeo and Juliet. I have passed my own misguided judgments in the past about the play, mainly to mask the hurt and shame as to the reality of the matter; which was that not only had I, for most of my life, wanted to read the play but not been able to do so, but I had also never seen a movie based on the play until now. But I digress. This piece serves as my partially informed review on what I deem one of the greatest love stories ever told by far.

The movie starts with the introduction of the two rival families to which our star-crossed lovers belong; Montague and Capulet. Events quickly run down to the moment where Juliet and Romeo meet; at a masquerade ball thrown by her father. And even through the masks, they are drawn to each other; the beauty of their souls radiate through the impermeable masks; love at first sight. And later, through the night breeze Juliet’s words are carried to Romeo’s wanting ears; “Romeo, Romeo! Wherefore art thou Romeo?”
Now this was a profound moment for me. Why? Because on the surface, it may look like a typical moment; a teenage girl developing a crush on a boy. Normally one tends to wonder what their crush is up to blah blah. But I don’t believe that this was the case here. I believe this is the moment that Juliet’s love for Romeo blossomed. Two souls yearning and calling out to each other; a love connection.


Now this brings me to the chief lesson I got from the movie, the meaning of death:
No doubt the ending to Romeo and Juliet’s love story was tragic, as truthfully told throughout history, but beautiful nonetheless. I’ll admit to my own guilt, I was hoping Juliet would take the knife and end it, so that she could eternally be with her love.
 Now this begs the questions; what do we think death is? To humanity, what does it symbolize? If anything, the play of Romeo and Juliet confirms the duality of man’s existence as body and soul. It creates a picture of existence in eternity and death as the doorway to that. I came to an epiphany that death is not an ending, but a beginning. The beginning to something grander than life, an existence without a time-limit, eternity. And what is to mar the beauty of eternity? For in life we live en-caged by our own bodies, having to subdue fleshly powers such as our fleeting emotions. But in death our true nature, who we really are is released. No more pretentious beauty, no more prejudice based on looks. We get to feel the wave of the eternal brush against our souls, our senses more alive than ever. I believe in an eternity that has been created and sustained by love. The two exist together like a twofold cord, but one as the powerful product of the other. Love is a powerful force that created eternity, and the day love runs out is the day eternity seizes to exist.


 In the end, the ending of the play can be deemed as sad or beautiful depending on one’s own views or beliefs concerning eternal existence. Shakespeare painted a beautiful word picture; a story of love and eternity. Two of the most controversial topics forever to be discussed by human kind mixed into one. I believe in God who is love and the existence of eternity. And therefore I think Shakespeare’s “Romeo and Juliet” is by far one of the most beautiful love stories ever told, and has the best ending ever.

Monday, 12 May 2014

Emotion


More and more everyday this one lesson becomes more vivid in my mental screen. Life is more intangible than tangible; more invisible than visible. This irks me a bit, because it then follows that if life is more invisible, we as people loose a substantial amount of control. Control fundamentally in terms of choosing and ordering how the events of our lives unfold. All then that we are left with are mere sayings like, "life is unpredictable". I wonder if it's supposed to be fun for us, if it's supposed to be some swell adventure.

One of the invisible aspects of life is emotion, which is probably one of the most dangerous aspects there ever could be. "It wrecks so much havoc"they say, so best you keep it under control. Better not loose yourself to it, it can cause so much trouble if not guarded. But I wonder, what harm could come from treading that fine line? Just enough to get your point across without doing any real harm. What happens when you let that mountain erupt into volcanic bliss? They say don't let the rivers accumulate into a vast sea, lest you lose your way to the shore. But I just wonder. What would happen, if just once, you dared to cross that invisible thin line; if you defied all rules that have been set and boldly stepped over all the boundaries. I wonder....

Thursday, 8 May 2014

Random thoughts


I long for the day when the words I love reading and writing about will spring forth and breathe life into me, rather than just leaving beautiful patterns on white paper.....

Tuesday, 6 May 2014

Heartbreak warfare


The sky's grey today, and again I thought of you. There are days like this one, were I find myself wondering and wandering into little trails of the past. It's usually about the simple things really. Where are you? Have you eaten? do you have new friends? do you ever wonder where I am? if I've eaten? if I've made new friends?

I imagine how hard it must've been for you. Or am I being too conceited? elevating the importance of my presence in your life? Either way, if I do choose to believe that I meant much to you, then I understand how things could've been hard on your side. But why were they hard for me as well? I ended things, I ended us. US meaning the times we would stay up all night talking about our future lives. How we would be on talk shows together, standing tall and bright like the confident women of substance we would have become. US meaning the sleepovers we would have at your house doing nothing, except dreaming and fantasizing over movies. US meaning heartbreak warfare.... Do u still remember? Because I do now, so vividly. How you introduced me to John Mayer, to U2, to Lauryn hill.

Now every time I walk on that endless road, passing by the house Bessie head used to live in, then the farm with that old cottage house, I remember. The dreams, the walks, the aspirations of two naïve girls with too much heart. That is the us I ended. So why should things be hard for me too? why should I still be conflicted? why should I still miss you? And what does missing you mean?
Truth is, I thought I would find someone like you. I guess I thought there was more of you stored some place out there somewhere. But there isn't, I know that now. See now, now I miss you and what makes it even more hard to keep walking away, not to look back, is the fact that I know I'm never gonna find someone who got me as much as you did, who cared as much as you did.

 I plan on going back to that book store we used to go to, and I'm going to buy that book I always wanted. And I hope with every page I turn, I will always think of you. It will be a memento to our lost friendship. This here note is a memento to our lost friendship. I miss you, terribly, hopelessly, whole-heartedly, miserably my friend......

Sunday, 13 April 2014

A love lost...

So I retrace my steps back to before
Before the beginning
Before the space between us was damaged
Before the bark of the wimping willow gave out crystal tears
Before the secret letters laden with crimson blots

Yes I retrace my steps back to before
Back when your fingertips would leave
A Trail of untold secrets upon my canvas
Water painted pictures of dragonflies on maple berries
Prancing about in a field of lilies

Yes I retrace my steps back to before
Before the night of the raging storm
The night when unspoken terrors filled our faint little hearts
That dreadful moment when a wind from the south
Came and whisked our love away...


P.S ( works of some lazy writing on a Sunday morning :) )